Monday, June 6, 2011

My Daddy~

My daddy and his foods, as always...

So... Father's Day is coming right up. So I'm gonna dedicate this post to my most beloved daddy! My dad is my hero, god gave me a wonderful dad and I will always love him no matter what happens in life.

Where do I even begin? There's just countless ways to categorized my dad! He can be a real pain in the ass sometimes and he is the only one that can make me lose my temper like never before! (Trust me, you won't want to know me when I'm not in a good mood) And on the other hand, he can be the greatest dad ever when he's in a good mood, he'll be joking and fooling around till the extend of embarrassment. He can literally crack a really sick joke in the middle of a conversation and we all will be laughing till our pants drop and people will be staring at our crazy family! So, back to the bad side, he has a real big temper issue, sometimes he'll say or do the most stupidest thing in the world and even a 5 year old kid would know it is wrong, but he'll still stick to his pride and insist that he's right and keep up with it. And that's not the worst part, he'll fight with you till his last breath and would still not admit he's wrong. The part I hate most is his actions when he's mad, he'll drive straight towards the bump on the road without stopping and the car will go flying across and it really freaks me out! He will throw any things anywhere near him if he don't get what he wants! I just wish he would learn to calm down sometimes, relax and take a deep breath! Life is too short to be mad with life! He goes to church every week and in church he'll be like an angel, so sweet and kind and caring, the minute he leaves church, everything comes back. It is like he was possessed for 2 hrs and then his real self came back. I really pray hard that he'll change because I don't want to see him slowly backsliding or mis-leaded from the right path in life.

But on the bright side, minus all his bad temper and ridiculousness! He is my superdad! He does everything in this household from cooking to fixing, from fixing to building, from building to gardening, you name it! He's currently unemployed so technically, you can call him a househusband! ^^ When my computer breaks down, he'll be there to fix it; When I'm hungry, he'll be making the most delicious meal ever! (that's how I got inspired to be a chef) When I have to go somewhere, he'll be my driver. When I have to go to the hospital for my treatment, he is the one by my side with me. When I have trouble with my studies, he'll be the genius in my brain. When the house is robbed, he somehow scared the robbers away! He's truly my guardian angel! I could not ask for a better dad! I remember when my sister had to stayed back a year in remove class because she failed her Malay, my dad was going all the way to the end of the world and back just to get her into year 7! I also remember me thinking about how great is his love for us. I was really touched by that until tears of joy roll down my face!

There will be plenty more memories that I'm gonna have with him in the future, good or bad, who cares? As long as it has him in it! Though sometimes I want to find the courage in me to stand up to him when I know he's wrong, I just can't find it in me yet. Not now, but maybe in the future, I do hope he can see his wrong doings and refrain from it and change for a better and happier life! Dear god, I hope you hear my prayers and grant him more faith and trust in you lord! amen! I love you daddy, and I always will!

From your beloved daughter,
Lang Lang