Secondly, plans... Gosh, I have like plans after plans after plans... one down 10 more to go! The first weekend I had my camping trip, which was fun no doubt, but..tiring, after coming back from the trip, I skipped school for like 2 days just so I can sleep, what a PIG!! And now this weekend, I have my hospital annual pediatric party and my dad is not here to fetch me there!! So most probably I'll call a taxi or something, worst comes to worst, I'll just not go! awh..but I was really looking forward to it! Anyway, yeah, and then at night, my other fren invited me to go to her church to see her perform.. haha..cute.. Then the following day I might go hang out with a bunch of my class frens in sunway~ OMIGOSH.... I can't think anymore!!!!
Thirdly, this might not be relevant but.. I need god to calm me down lately, I don't know why, but I'm having problem coping with one of my friend's attitude. She's always so down with low self-esteem and stuff, and every time I try to make her feel better, she'll take it and turn it into some other conclusion and turns her world upside down. And it really pisses me off seeing her like this, its like she just shuts the world out from her world including me. and yeah, it does suck. I miss how she would be happy and not care about stuff, and sometimes, try being happy for me. When my sister left for Australia, I still have her to cheer me on, but now, I find myself calling my other fren to talk about it instead of her and its weird because we used to share everything. Right now, everything only includes 20% of what I wanna say... the rest, is no use sharing, cause she doesn't care.
I even had a dream the other day about us debating between each other, I feel like my feelings have summed up so much in me that the only way to express it is through my dreams, not just this issue, but there's still many others, I guess my body has found a way to express it now. Don't get me wrong, I'm not mad at her, I just don't feel the same anymore.
On the other hand, Let's turn the table around, it's my b'day month and I'm still waiting for my mum to come back to celebrate my b'day with me!!! I had a really great b'day this year, thankx for all the wishes and also thx 5S3 for making my day!!! ^^ I love them!! They are my family forever!
alright, that's all for now.. I wanna go crash on a king-size bed in a full blast air-contioned room with some soul soothing music! ttfn!!!
M.K.Y.L
!Peace OUT!
