MONEY MONEY MONEY

Money is really everything now (for me) despite the usual saying of money can't buy happiness of sort~ I don't come from a rich family whom father and mother would give allowance every week or so, my parents can barely afford our living right now. So since I turn 15, I started paying my own tuition fees, clothes, books... you name it. Of course on normal basis my mum and dad still contribute to the foods and any other necessary stuff. Where do I get my money from I hear you ask, well, there's always a grandma. I'll go visit my grandma every fortnight and she'll always give me some allowances, I'm really grateful to have her in my life. I love my grandma so much and its not for the money. It's because I always know she'll have my back whenever I'm in need. She's my angel! And then there's also annual allowances I get from what we call "ang pao"!! Its one of the best time in the year where we'll get money for really absolutely nothing! =) So yeah, in my world, money does makes my world go round. I know the importance of money and I'll always know the value of it. I'm not saying I'm a money freak or anything, just a girl coming from a poor home sharing her point of view, I don't mean any offence in any way. But not to forget, god is the most important person in my life! If I lose everything else in the world, I still have him to guide me through everyday! I thank god for everything in my life! I'm gonna go dream of some cha-ching cha-ching now! night peeps!

M.K.Y.L

!Peace Out!

school holidays coming right up!

2 more days until our 2 weeks school break!! And just when I thought it was gonna be more relaxing, I sprained my hand today! And it has to be my right hand! I still have my mathematics exam tomorrow and my hand is freaking aching like mad! How am I suppose to write!! JUST GREATT!! I just have to bare with it I guess!!! 48 more hrs!!! Its not too long!! oh, and I'll be hanging out with my bro going skating on Friday! Be it a great one!! so long peeps!

M.K.Y.L

!Peace Out!

The Lazy Diary

What a wonderful day to kick your legs up on the table, grab a cup of hot chocolate, wear a loose gown for comfort, call your boyfriend/girlfriend for a nice chat, eating packs and packs of snacks, take a nice long bath in the tub, tune into your favourite channel, stick your head in front of the computer, grab your guitar and play along to some awesome music, snug up tight in your bed......

Well, just wanted to share with you guys about my day, I just did my last treatment yesterday and that was awesome, its finally over, after two years of pains and suffering, god grant me back my health! I'm really happy. But of course there's a bit of price to pay, my back hurts like mad when I woke up this morning! It must be from that injection I had yesterday, oh well, I gotta do what I gotta do right. So I can cancel out studying on my list of things to do today. Its raining over here now, so.. I'm just lying on the couch with my laptop and randomly checking out the latest online trend. I found a few and I posted it below. I hope yall will enjoy it though, it made me cry and laugh!!! So I'm planing on going to get my guitar and play a few song now, then maybe just keep surfing the net until 6pm... American Idol!!!!! haha! then dinner and probably a cell group to attend to. You might say what a boring day right, but if you just finish 2 weeks of intense exams or some work~ you would understand how nice it is to relax on friday!! Enjoy your weekend peeps!!!

My luckystar

I'm so glad to have you through rain or shine!

!Best Bitch Ever After!

M.K.Y.L

!PEACE OUT!

future...present...life...

I've finally found that passion in culinary arts again after backsliding for a few years, I now know what I want for my future! Me and my family met a guy in coffee bean the other day, he was a part-time worker there as a Barista. He's 20 years old and is taking culinary arts in sunway college. He described what kind of work he does there and many other interesting facts!! But for now.. I gotta study hard to get into a good university first. Thanks, whoever that guy was, you helped me set my path. I hope we'll meet again someday.

Just something for my diary -- We crawl.. then we walk.. then we'll jump to the extend of flying! That's life, I won't expect you to crawl again, we look forward in life not backward. I never wanted to admitted that fact about you, but after getting a few confirmation from passerby, its obvious I'm better off out of here.

p.s I hope he's doing fine. I heard the news.

M.K.Y.L

!Peace Out!

confession of a heartbreaker

I LOVE YOU.. These three words have countless meanings behind it.

"Applying it to puppy love in high school is just craps". Whoever said that has never felt the real meaning of true love. Love is one of the most powerful and real magic that exists in this world. you can't touch it or see it. But when you feel it, it's magic! The way your sight focus on that someone, the way you blink and look away when he/she catches a glimpse of you, the way you try to push away those butterflies in your stomach feelings, and the moment you look into that someone's eye, there's nothing in the world that matters anymore. Love isn't something you can deny, if it was meant to be, it was meant to be. You can shut your mind out at night when you go to sleep but it will appear in your dreams to haunt you. It's something so dear to your heart that you may never forget the memories for the rest of your lifetime... I say this because I walked away from the one thing I used to cared and love most about in this world. I never forgive myself for doing so and I don't expect him to do so either. Thanks for the memories, I'll keep it with me no matter where life takes us. The hardest thing I had ever done was saying goodbye, and now, the only thing I wish for is your happiness. I don't ever want to see you sad. Its time.. to move on.. from I love you...

April!!!!!

Its been a tough month for me this month! ITS APRIL!! I always love april!! ..but this april..so far, its tiring!! Firstly, it the month right before our mid-year exam!! Which means.. I gotta stick my head back into my studies... urgh, its gonna be real tough since my target is to beat all my previous exam results. So, I'll just aim for it then!!

Secondly, plans... Gosh, I have like plans after plans after plans... one down 10 more to go! The first weekend I had my camping trip, which was fun no doubt, but..tiring, after coming back from the trip, I skipped school for like 2 days just so I can sleep, what a PIG!! And now this weekend, I have my hospital annual pediatric party and my dad is not here to fetch me there!! So most probably I'll call a taxi or something, worst comes to worst, I'll just not go! awh..but I was really looking forward to it! Anyway, yeah, and then at night, my other fren invited me to go to her church to see her perform.. haha..cute.. Then the following day I might go hang out with a bunch of my class frens in sunway~ OMIGOSH.... I can't think anymore!!!!

Thirdly, this might not be relevant but.. I need god to calm me down lately, I don't know why, but I'm having problem coping with one of my friend's attitude. She's always so down with low self-esteem and stuff, and every time I try to make her feel better, she'll take it and turn it into some other conclusion and turns her world upside down. And it really pisses me off seeing her like this, its like she just shuts the world out from her world including me. and yeah, it does suck. I miss how she would be happy and not care about stuff, and sometimes, try being happy for me. When my sister left for Australia, I still have her to cheer me on, but now, I find myself calling my other fren to talk about it instead of her and its weird because we used to share everything. Right now, everything only includes 20% of what I wanna say... the rest, is no use sharing, cause she doesn't care.

I even had a dream the other day about us debating between each other, I feel like my feelings have summed up so much in me that the only way to express it is through my dreams, not just this issue, but there's still many others, I guess my body has found a way to express it now. Don't get me wrong, I'm not mad at her, I just don't feel the same anymore.

On the other hand, Let's turn the table around, it's my b'day month and I'm still waiting for my mum to come back to celebrate my b'day with me!!! I had a really great b'day this year, thankx for all the wishes and also thx 5S3 for making my day!!! ^^ I love them!! They are my family forever!

alright, that's all for now.. I wanna go crash on a king-size bed in a full blast air-contioned room with some soul soothing music! ttfn!!!

M.K.Y.L

!Peace OUT!