17th B'day

Nothing much to update on, just one thing.. MY B'DAY is coming up on friday!!!~ T^T... but I won't be in school to celebrate with my friends, I'm going on a camping trip on that very day! oh well~ My mum asked me where I wanna celebrate my B'day this year, and, of course, do I even have to think?? I said "Uno's"!!! I have been celebrating my B'day there every year since I moved to Malaysia~ It has kinda become a tradition in my family I guess! ^^ everytime when there is a b'day celebration, the first thing that'll pop up in my mind would be "UNO"!! okay enough promoting uno now.. But then my mum was like.. "Uno again?? aren't you sick of it??" the truth is.. NO, how can I ever be sick of it?? It is now a part of my childhood memory that's gonna stay with me till the end of time!

And wow, I'm alreadly gonna be 17 in less than 48 hrs now.. I don't want my teenage life to end sooo soon!! If only I have a spell to stop time! I guess this is how it's gonna be~ SO BE IT! I'm gonna face it with pride!

p.s I'm hoping for a really happy b'day this year!! <3

M.K.Y.L

!Peace OUT!

A crazy ambition thought

I just had this random thought of being an air hostess after my SPM!! ... ... ... ...

What The Hell?!?!? Where did that even came from?? But hey, after checking out requirements and all the other informations, being an air hostess isn't that bad after all. Firstly, I love to travel the world to taste different kinda of food (guess I've never mention I've always wanted to be a chef), so what better ways to explore different food while working?? Its a win-win situation! Secondly, Have you even seen their paycheck?? There's like at least 3-4 zeros!! I'm not from a very rich family and we always just have barely enough to get us through a month before my parents get their next paychecks. So, I guess I get to earn some pennies after SPM for a few years until I get sick of the job, and when I'm done, hopefully I'll have enough qualifications to get into one of the "Le Cordon Bleu" school of hospitality & management branch anywhere in the world! Thirdly, my aunt was an air hostess back in the 80's, and from what I heard, they even give you allowance every week/month! Honestly, is this the best paying job ever or what?? On top of that, all the hotels they stay after landing in an unknown country is always at least 3-4 stars, and that is already paid by either the company or sponsorship! That's already so much more than I've expected!

Let me sum this up for you, I'll get to work as an air hostess and travel around the world with the dividend of not having to pay a single cent except to just smile while you're doing your job and greet customer with the warmest welcome and then just do whatever a normal waitress does. Then every month I'll get paid with the most satisfying paycheck ever seen and on top of that I get allowances every fortnight or so (it depends on the job) to spend in the place you're in. And the best benefit for me is that I get to travel around the world tasting and getting to know all different kinds of food cultures. That ought to give me the dream of opening my own shop one day!

I do hope things will go as I plan though, but we would never know what might happen tomorrow. So, as I always say, let's make the best out of today!! Oh, and before I forget, did I mention air hostess uniforms are pretty cute too!~

Thank you for flying on board with me today, please visit me again sometime soon. Goodbye and have a nice day. (how's that for a first timer??) hehe

M.K.Y.L

!Peace OUT!

The past still haunts

Hey yall~ so, I had this really weird dream today. But it was a nice one... I dreamed bout' my ex and I having our good old times like we used to have.. and trust me, it hit me with this feeling that I can't explain, its not that I still like him or anything, its more like I miss him, but not in a "lovey dovey" way, just..miss each other's company~ Well, I guess the past still comes back to haunt us once in a while. Hmp.. but there's still that thought that lingers in my mind whether he's ever thought about me in the same way~ but I guess not, because it was I that made the decision for us to move on, and now here I am thinking craps. gosh.. I'm a bitch!

After all the thinking I did with my brain, I realize how much time have passed since then, after this year, we're all gonna go our separate ways and well.. some of us would never see each other ever again and only some of us might still keep in touch! But the time is still gonna come and the only thing we can do is face it, tomorrow will never come, so let's just make the best out of today! =)

p.s I wanna go on a vacation so badly!! Luqman, take me with you!!!! I swear I can fit into your luggage! hahaha

M.K.Y.L

!Peace OUT!

Freaking Awesome Results

Yay, this is the only personal place where I can brag all I want and not get judge by people saying I'm arrogant or watever! Here's the good new, I DID SO DAMN WELL IN MY EXAM!! Finally, I get to say it out loud! You see, under some circumstances, I'm not exactly allowed to express my feelings to anyone anywhere! So, dear blog, you're my new best friend! haha~

I was actually pretty surprise with all my results, the one that I'm most proud of is my additional maths! I got 82%/100%!!! WTF??!?!? Like wow! seriously?!?!?! THANK GOD!~ To tell you the truth, I've never pass my additional maths in my whole form 4 life, but I got A2 for form 5 in my first exam, that ought to give me the kick for motivation! I'm so relief my hardwork actually does pays off~ I'm gonna work extra harder now for the next exam!

My english is next, I got 98%/100%, (omg, I feel like bitch now, but I just have to express my happiness somewhere) I just feel so good now, its like, the dark cloud has finally subside and the rainbow is shining down on my parade! lovin the feeling of that one! See, gettin the high marks isn't what I'm over-excited about, its the part where people looks at you and goes "hey, that's the girl that got highest in eng"! I've nvr gotten that kinda compliment b4, and it really feels good!

And overall for my other results are satisfying! But its sad that this is just the first exam of the year, so technically, it doesn't count. If only it was the mid-term exam, I would have flew up into the sky!~ haha! yeah, so that's pretty much what I wanted to share, it really feels good to get looked up to by someone else~ hmp.. watch me again next time! I'm gonna score with flying colours~!!!!

M.K.Y.L

!Peace Out!

Tick-tock on the clock

Finally, 1 week of very hardworking me is finally over along with exam.. and now, the moment we've been anticipating for, 1 week of holz!!!!! finally!! Its about time for a break now! I'm gonna watch animes for the whole week b4 school starts and I've gotta brush up on my studies! I'm really giving myself a higher aim this time! Its not like last year, after every paper, I'll be like, "sigh, yet another low mark for it"! But this time around, its more like "phew, that wasn't too hard, at least I won't fail"!! so yay, I wanna thx god for guiding me through this harsh time, thanks for the wisdom and guidance you gave me throughout the week!!!

After this 1 week holz, I really have to treat everyday like an exam day, I'm gonna stay back in the library every now and then to study! JUST WATCH ME! I'm gonna do well this time around, no more lazy me!! ^^

just some crazy pictures of my frens~ XD

hmp..I hope I can hang out with my friends during the holz though, but I'm broke.. ugh, oh well, I'll just go beg by the street! ^^

M.K.Y.L

!Peace Out!

Exam Day 2

WTH.. I just realize it has only been 2 days into exam! It's funny how time loves to fool around with out mind! It just feels like exam has been on since forever now! Yesterday was BM & Modern mathematics paper. I feel pathetic because I can tell you this is one of the most easiest exam you can find for a form 5 syllables.. and I blew it, I didn't give it my best shot. What the hell is wrong with me! haish..oh well, moving on, today we only has 1 paper which is Sejarah. For the first time in 5 years.. it wasn't too bad! Well, of course the tips teacher gave helped me. But seriously, if it weren't for the tips, I would have been like.."uh...uh..uh...blank..." on my exam paper! And SPM is only months away! haish...

I have additional mathematics for tommorow, then Physic for the day after. And finally on the last day which is 3 days from now, it'll be chemistry, biology and English! I'm gonna give my best for the 3 science subjects! I can't afford to enjoy and relax now right.. Wait, I'm not even suppose to be blogging.. Alright.. I'm gonna go crash on my bed for now.. gather some spirit for the nighttime study!!!

p.s I can't wait till Friday, hopefully we'll get to go hang out together or something!!

M.K.Y.L

!Peace Out!

Slacking off...my seat..

Exam is around the corner again, is it me? or why does it feels like time flies by in a blink of an eye~ Oh well, its still gonna come sooner or later. So I'm gonna start burning midnight oil, try to squeeze as much knowledge possible into my brain! Hopefully the outcome is satisfying though, its been a while since I've been so confidence in my studies, I'm gonna have to keep up the great job!

I'm starting to wonder about my future though, today our English teacher--Miss Singam, lectured us on the topic "our future". For an instance, many options ran through my mind like gushing wind, but after the storm, comes..blank.. I actually have no idea as to what is gonna happen after SPM?? there's a possibility of going to college, but I doubt my parents would be able to afford that. Money has kinda been an issue in our life for a while now. Or there is another option of going overseas to study year 12 and hopefully I'll be able to support myself financially. Or, maybe I just have to sacrifice a couple of years, take on a part time job and earn some pennies before continuing my studies, air hostess ain't a bad choice.. But this is all just assumption, I need to know my path, I can't afford to waste time sitting here thinking about options. I've gotta put my foot down!

That's all for now, all the best in exam peoples!!

M.K.Y.L

!Peace Out!