Monday, June 6, 2011

My Daddy~

My daddy and his foods, as always...

So... Father's Day is coming right up. So I'm gonna dedicate this post to my most beloved daddy! My dad is my hero, god gave me a wonderful dad and I will always love him no matter what happens in life.

Where do I even begin? There's just countless ways to categorized my dad! He can be a real pain in the ass sometimes and he is the only one that can make me lose my temper like never before! (Trust me, you won't want to know me when I'm not in a good mood) And on the other hand, he can be the greatest dad ever when he's in a good mood, he'll be joking and fooling around till the extend of embarrassment. He can literally crack a really sick joke in the middle of a conversation and we all will be laughing till our pants drop and people will be staring at our crazy family! So, back to the bad side, he has a real big temper issue, sometimes he'll say or do the most stupidest thing in the world and even a 5 year old kid would know it is wrong, but he'll still stick to his pride and insist that he's right and keep up with it. And that's not the worst part, he'll fight with you till his last breath and would still not admit he's wrong. The part I hate most is his actions when he's mad, he'll drive straight towards the bump on the road without stopping and the car will go flying across and it really freaks me out! He will throw any things anywhere near him if he don't get what he wants! I just wish he would learn to calm down sometimes, relax and take a deep breath! Life is too short to be mad with life! He goes to church every week and in church he'll be like an angel, so sweet and kind and caring, the minute he leaves church, everything comes back. It is like he was possessed for 2 hrs and then his real self came back. I really pray hard that he'll change because I don't want to see him slowly backsliding or mis-leaded from the right path in life.

But on the bright side, minus all his bad temper and ridiculousness! He is my superdad! He does everything in this household from cooking to fixing, from fixing to building, from building to gardening, you name it! He's currently unemployed so technically, you can call him a househusband! ^^ When my computer breaks down, he'll be there to fix it; When I'm hungry, he'll be making the most delicious meal ever! (that's how I got inspired to be a chef) When I have to go somewhere, he'll be my driver. When I have to go to the hospital for my treatment, he is the one by my side with me. When I have trouble with my studies, he'll be the genius in my brain. When the house is robbed, he somehow scared the robbers away! He's truly my guardian angel! I could not ask for a better dad! I remember when my sister had to stayed back a year in remove class because she failed her Malay, my dad was going all the way to the end of the world and back just to get her into year 7! I also remember me thinking about how great is his love for us. I was really touched by that until tears of joy roll down my face!

There will be plenty more memories that I'm gonna have with him in the future, good or bad, who cares? As long as it has him in it! Though sometimes I want to find the courage in me to stand up to him when I know he's wrong, I just can't find it in me yet. Not now, but maybe in the future, I do hope he can see his wrong doings and refrain from it and change for a better and happier life! Dear god, I hope you hear my prayers and grant him more faith and trust in you lord! amen! I love you daddy, and I always will!

From your beloved daughter,
Lang Lang

Monday, May 30, 2011

MONEY MONEY MONEY

Money is really everything now (for me) despite the usual saying of money can't buy happiness of sort~ I don't come from a rich family whom father and mother would give allowance every week or so, my parents can barely afford our living right now. So since I turn 15, I started paying my own tuition fees, clothes, books... you name it. Of course on normal basis my mum and dad still contribute to the foods and any other necessary stuff. Where do I get my money from I hear you ask, well, there's always a grandma. I'll go visit my grandma every fortnight and she'll always give me some allowances, I'm really grateful to have her in my life. I love my grandma so much and its not for the money. It's because I always know she'll have my back whenever I'm in need. She's my angel! And then there's also annual allowances I get from what we call "ang pao"!! Its one of the best time in the year where we'll get money for really absolutely nothing! =) So yeah, in my world, money does makes my world go round. I know the importance of money and I'll always know the value of it. I'm not saying I'm a money freak or anything, just a girl coming from a poor home sharing her point of view, I don't mean any offence in any way. But not to forget, god is the most important person in my life! If I lose everything else in the world, I still have him to guide me through everyday! I thank god for everything in my life! I'm gonna go dream of some cha-ching cha-ching now! night peeps!

M.K.Y.L
!Peace Out!

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

school holidays coming right up!

2 more days until our 2 weeks school break!! And just when I thought it was gonna be more relaxing, I sprained my hand today! And it has to be my right hand! I still have my mathematics exam tomorrow and my hand is freaking aching like mad! How am I suppose to write!! JUST GREATT!! I just have to bare with it I guess!!! 48 more hrs!!! Its not too long!! oh, and I'll be hanging out with my bro going skating on Friday! Be it a great one!! so long peeps!

M.K.Y.L
!Peace Out!

Thursday, May 19, 2011

The Lazy Diary

What a wonderful day to kick your legs up on the table, grab a cup of hot chocolate, wear a loose gown for comfort, call your boyfriend/girlfriend for a nice chat, eating packs and packs of snacks, take a nice long bath in the tub, tune into your favourite channel, stick your head in front of the computer, grab your guitar and play along to some awesome music, snug up tight in your bed......

Well, just wanted to share with you guys about my day, I just did my last treatment yesterday and that was awesome, its finally over, after two years of pains and suffering, god grant me back my health! I'm really happy. But of course there's a bit of price to pay, my back hurts like mad when I woke up this morning! It must be from that injection I had yesterday, oh well, I gotta do what I gotta do right. So I can cancel out studying on my list of things to do today. Its raining over here now, so.. I'm just lying on the couch with my laptop and randomly checking out the latest online trend. I found a few and I posted it below. I hope yall will enjoy it though, it made me cry and laugh!!! So I'm planing on going to get my guitar and play a few song now, then maybe just keep surfing the net until 6pm... American Idol!!!!! haha! then dinner and probably a cell group to attend to. You might say what a boring day right, but if you just finish 2 weeks of intense exams or some work~ you would understand how nice it is to relax on friday!! Enjoy your weekend peeps!!!








My luckystar


I'm so glad to have you through rain or shine!
!Best Bitch Ever After!

M.K.Y.L
!PEACE OUT!

Sunday, May 15, 2011

future...present...life...


I've finally found that passion in culinary arts again after backsliding for a few years, I now know what I want for my future! Me and my family met a guy in coffee bean the other day, he was a part-time worker there as a Barista. He's 20 years old and is taking culinary arts in sunway college. He described what kind of work he does there and many other interesting facts!! But for now.. I gotta study hard to get into a good university first. Thanks, whoever that guy was, you helped me set my path. I hope we'll meet again someday.

Just something for my diary -- We crawl.. then we walk.. then we'll jump to the extend of flying! That's life, I won't expect you to crawl again, we look forward in life not backward. I never wanted to admitted that fact about you, but after getting a few confirmation from passerby, its obvious I'm better off out of here.

p.s I hope he's doing fine. I heard the news.

M.K.Y.L
!Peace Out!